In ThE EnD ...

As a child, I loved to indulge my self in the fantasy of Fairy Tales ... build my world around them. As time flew, in some corner of my mind they dwelled, and I forgot that the seed of my fantasy world was sown, and it would reap. My world became a reflection of my fairly tale stories compelling me to believe in a parallel world! But like every story has an end, I feared that mine would come to cease..and it did ...only to unfold itself into a beam of Reality . The child in me grew into an adult , witnessing the bitter truths of life, from the pain of sweet romance to a real marriage ...to being a mother ....yet striving to be an individual . Life, so full of Opportunities, is by default a CHOICE that one makes ..My story of fairly tales did come to an end, but brought me close to LIFE who with its every end brings about a NEW BEGINING!
And now..I still see a new story ( a world of fantasy ) in the eyes of my kids!.. wonder y mine came to an end? am I no longer a Child ...atleast at heart?

TuMse Se Hi ....( Because of U)

" THE PLEASURE OF UNION...IS IN ITS SEEKING !"

chorus:

a-aa, a-aa… a-aa…
a-aa, a-aa… a-aa….)

na hai ye, paana…
(neither does this mean that I have got you…)
na khona, bhi hai…
(nor does it mean, that I have lost you…)
tera na hona, jaane…
(don’t know why even in your absence, my love…)
kyun… hona, bhi hai…
(seems like you are present everywhere around me…)

tumse hi, din hota hai…
(my day begins with your thoughts…)
surmai, shaam aati hai…
(and the dawns are made beautiful with you…)
tumse hi… tumse hi…
(with you… just with you…)

har ghadi, saans aati hai
(each moment, I breathe for you…)
zindagi, kehlaati hai
(each moment makes my life…)
tumse hi.. tumse hi…
(with you… just for you…)

na hai ye, paana…
na khona, bhi hai…
tera na hona, jaane…
kyun… hona, bhi hai…

a-aa, a-aa… a-aa…
a-aa, a-aa… a-aa….

aankhon mein aankhein, teri…
(my eyes are lost in yours…)
baahon mein baahein, teri…
(my arms embrace you in them…)
mera na mujhmein, kuch rahaa…
(nothing seems to be mine anymore)
hua kya…
(don’t know what happened…)

baaton mein baatein, teri…
(even my talks are full of you…)
raatein saugaatein, teri…
(my nights seem to be a gift from you…)
kyun tera sab ye, ho gaya…
(why has my everything turned yours…)
hua kya…
(don’t know what happened…)

main kahin bhi jaata hun…
(anywhere i might go…)
tumse hi mil jaata hun…
(seems like i meet you…)
tumse hi… tumse hi…
(it’s about you… just about you)

shor mein khaamoshi hai…
(there seems silence amidst noise…)
thodi si behoshi hai…
(a little bit of dizzyness prevails…)
tumse hi… tumse hi…
(it’s about you… just about you)

a-aa, a-aa… a-aa…
a-aa, a-aa… a-aa….

aadha sa waada, kabhi…
(half-a-promise, sometimes…)
aadhe se zaada, kabhi…
(and sometimes, more than a half…)
jee chaahe kar lun, iss tarah…
(my heart wants to make with you…)
wafaa ka…
(a promise of loyalty…)

chhode na chhoote, kabhi…
(this bond can’t be left, even willingly…)
tode na toote, kabhi…
(it can’t be broken, even if I try…)
jo dhaaga tumse, judd gayaa..
(the thread which draped us as one…)
wafaa ka…
(the thread of commitment…)

main tera sirmaaya hun…
(I am indebted to you…)
jo bhi main, bunn paaya hun…
(for everything that I have achieved…)
tumse hi… tumse hi….
(is because of you… because of you…)

raaste, mil jaate hain…
(I find my ways by itself…)
manzilein, mil jaati hain…
(I find my destinations, so easily now…)
tumse hi… tumse hi…
(it’s because of you… because of you…)

na hai ye, paana…
na khona, bhi hai…
tera na hona, jaane…
kyun… hona, bhi hai…

a-aa, a-aa… a-aa…
a-aa, a-aa… a-aa….

In the HEART of HEARTS!

Everything, that we are attached to ( apparent) is connected to our Heart . Name it... Friends, Spouse, Children, Family, Memories, Dreams and materially speaking all that is an extension of US. The Heart, so fragile is burdened by the strings of it all...and is entwined by the web of our created emotions . A lil' trigger, and falls a tear that comes straight from the heart! And then, there is a flood of the pent up hurt ...the unspoken words and painful memories ...sometimes its the void of those sweet moments which now only exist in nostalgia, the echo of those long conversations which u can hear when u lay alone...a blend of highs and lows, waiting to corner the Heart. Yes, U are brutally on your own, listening to the mourning of ur own cries, burning in the fire of ur own ashes...living with a Heart, without its Beat. Why would u stay there?...why would u just be ? The Heart pleads to be healed...to be loved , to feel secure! The Heart urges, to LIVE again, to smile, to play!.Do not dismiss what it tells u, it whispers to self "Know that u can ...MEND UR OWN HEART!"

HoLd On !

It's rather easy to give up...
But I learn to stay Coz of you .
I want to escape into my shell...
But I dare to witness along with you.
Love isn't a Bed of Roses ....
But the thorns are its sweet Pain.
The Journey that has begun,
Will 'HOLD ON' till its End!

LIVE or DIE !!!

What happens when Life compels u to make a choice? What happens when one is at a threshold of a ' DO or DIE' situation? The voice says...'LET GO' .. But, its difficult, it kills ...it is binding! Just cant let go! The war begins, there is conflict with Destiny, with the self ,with others . Will it change? Will it be better? Only hope that remains is the 'HOPE'. Choice - that is made is to LIVE , to be Centred , to spread the wings! Irony - to Fly , one has to leave the Ground. Willing I m, 'Gut' being the backbone ...I decide to LIVE ...but a part of me must DIE!

A SuNNy DaYyy :)

A Song can lift a mood, make u cry, make u laugh, will motivate, get u nostalgic, can fill ur senses. This one does it all ...and makes my 'SUNDAY' a 'SUNNY DAY '! :))

Its BeAUtiFUl !

U happened to me , am I dreaming?
Or is it mystical that our fates have brushed?
Opposties attract ,sure they do ..I know its True 'coz of you.
You stay you , and let me be ME ...
Yet, lets yearn to endure US .
For the Beauty in Love is to Accept ... the Vice and the Virtues .
I do not claim to be perfect , I do not promise Forever...
Although, I m willing to take a Chance , for Life is BEAUTIFUL together !!